Having a panic attack in a crowded rowdy gym fucking sucks. Tonight was okay, I was good. Then all of a sudden boom it all comes crashing down. I felt like I couldn’t breathe, like there was no enough air. Felt like everyone was staring at me. Luckily my best friend was with me and helped calm me down. Sad I couldn’t finish my work out, but happy I can breathe now.
I’m sooo done with this entire weekend. It has been so busy and so hectic. My managers are running around lost, I’m being pulled in all sorts of ways. I just want to say fuck these cakes and these cases. Let someone else do it. Then I realize shit I’m an adult I have bills to pay.*deep breath* shift is almost over shift is almost over…
I think we all need to stop fighting on both sides. This whole thing is blowing up out of control. I say let the officer face his judgement and all the protesters should take a lesson from Gandhi. Fighting violence with violence add fuel to the fire and I think it is absolutely unnecessary to use weapons of such caliber on your fellow man. Everyone just needs to chill the fuck out and work it out like adults